ilLUSTrious Manifestations

      I slept good last night. Woke up early, had to walk jaleel to school. It was a lil chilly, but i had to do it anyway. Today is the last day until their Christmas break. Im well grounded, spiritually. I did all of my Christmas shopping, so no plans this weekend,, but to head to MAHOGANY GRILL in the evening with S.O.S and do hair in the daytime. The yr is ending and for 2011, my new years resolutions’ will be to join a gym,, continue my womanly transitioning,, and keep doing what i do. I mean 2010 has been a great yr. idk, also for the last 6 months i keep seeing the numbers 309, everywhere i go. And most of the time i happened to look at my clock and it be 3:09 AM or PM, i went shopping and i would see on my reciept that i spent $309. idk that’s weird,, im going to play that in the Florida lotto ball.  I play sometimes, but i have a good feeling that i will win. im just waiting patiently. Imagine if i do win, i will get my mother a big house,, my brothers each a house, u know a

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            In life you have to manifest all the possible blessings to come your way. I feel like if you can imagine it, IT’S POSSIBLE. And you can make it happened, but it starts from the heart. These are pics of possibilities that I will allow to come in to my life

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Whats ur biggest dreams in life ?

 -Emily Dickinson

I AM SHE I am she ILLUSTRIOUS,, The goddess of poetry No not ERATO! The poetic daughter of Zeus and Mnemosyne I share dreams and intuitions thru expressions of written poetry And replenish spoken words like Egyptian antiquities I am she ILLUSTRIOUS,, Whose dignity was given by queen Nefatari And Queen of Kemet, who was honored by the Ramsees that ruled the bare land of the African safari I am she ILLUSTRIOUS,, The Macedonia Haitian empress Perfectly designed by gods most famous sculptress Only to serve one purpose in life, not for beauty but as an influential poetess She whose presence that seems to illuminate others hearts Only with her natural essence she’s inspired by many near or far I am she ILLUSTRIOUS,, Whose pride was granted by queen Makeda, the queen of Sheba Who reclaimed that black beauty is a blessing from the motherland AFRICA, I am she ILLUSTRIOUS,, Who likes to use her ears for vision And only need one case of ink as fuel to take u on a private missi

---CHARLES W ELIOT

then u will not get what u want in the future, u have to visualize in order to realize that u can make it happend for yourself, the things that U dont dream of are IMPOSSIBLE!!!-ilLUST rious

soo much better, if times was like this. When i when the lottery of come up on some big cash, I'll get away from all the poisonous pollution they have here, even thier air is atificial and infected. 

  Majority of the times people go thru what ever they go thru in life is what they actually manifested mentally. And sometimes it’s usually their interpersonal fears. Like for example: I use to always have a fear of being broke, and for some odd reason I was always broke. Until I realized that I had the power to change that status, I keep being broke, because I’m always thinking about being broke. A lot of people may not knows it,, but ,,, if you get in tuned with the earth and the universe,, I mean it means more than that one sentence. I have learned that maintaining faith, you can make things happened at your will. What you throw into the universe, your wishes, your blessings, your heartily giving’s, will all be thrown right back at you. I mean, you got to maintain a positive mind. I know, I know it’s hard, living in his corruptive world. Having just faith would not work that well. You got to feel it and mean it from the heart. ---that’s getting in tune with he universe. I’m not sayi